I was nothing more than a rotting wooden raft in the middle of the thrashing unforgiving sea. Pulling me in every direction, when all I wanted was to be nowhere..


Distant voices Laughing joking talking Happy children Basketball tetherball dodgeball Wide smiles Bright teeth Glass eyes Everyone Time drags on- days a blur Weeks months years Hello,  how are you Stranger friend enemy Can't speak Can't see Don't talk Don't listen I'm here Not alive I'm living Unawake


I hope we don't have to wait long this time. Waiting for him sucks even more when it's Summer. I hope he shows up on time.. Mom, gets mad when he forgets. I hope we don't have to wait too long. It's gonna be so hot outside..